Blogging is strange

Cannot really comment on the blogging behaviour of other people but here is what I find strange about my blogging

1. Though I do not want others to read what I write, I still choose to write on a “free-for-all-to-read” kind of forum!!!
2. I write as I want to express my true feelings but I refrain from doing that and end up writing things that people would not mind reading. It is not that I lie in my blogs to make people happy. I, sometimes, don’t write a few things that I think will make people go crazy!!!