Showing posts with label Side-Story. Show all posts
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Thursday, May 14, 2026

The Person He Left Behind

During his school years, he was known by his given first name. However, when he began his undergraduate studies in 1994, he chose to go by “Vicky,” his nickname. To his parents - the Mehtas - and among close relatives, he had always been Vicky.

For several years, he hated being called by his nickname in public but that changed after the release of the movie Baazigar in 1993. Shah Rukh Khan - whose character’s real name was Ajay Sharma - pretended to be ‘Vicky Malhotra’ in the movie. Vicky Malhotra was stylish and suave, and suddenly, the name ‘Vicky’ was no longer repulsive for the Mehta boy.

Right from his school days, Vicky was a very popular student with an outgoing personality. He did well academically, was reasonably good at sports, and carried himself with an easy confidence that drew people toward him. Sociable and friendly by nature, he was well-liked among his peers, and his charming presence rarely went unnoticed. He also had a noticeable fascination with bikes, and it was no secret among his friends that he dreamed of becoming a biker one day.

During junior college (in Mumbai, unlike many other cities in India, students typically complete their 11th and 12th grades in junior colleges rather than in school), despite being under the legal driving age, he began riding his Yamaha RX-100 to college. It was well known that he wished to own a Harley-Davidson Fat Boy - the same motorcycle used by Arnold Schwarzenegger in Terminator 2: Judgment Day.


During college, Vicky maintained a stylish and modern lifestyle that suited his image, and coming from a financially well-off family only added to his popularity among girls. His father, Kamal Kant Mehta, was a successful businessman involved in the distribution of various products, including FMCG goods, consumer durables, hardware, fire extinguishers, and a three-wheeler goods carrier brand. Kamal Mehta remained completely occupied with his business throughout the day, yet he also knew how to party. He had many friends - something Vicky found extremely fascinating and aspirational.

Kamal Mehta spent most evenings drinking and socializing with friends. He was a heavy drinker and had little time for his wife, Devyani, Vicky’s mother. He possessed a cheerful personality and was often told that he reminded people of the famous actor - Rishi Kapoor.

Kamal’s weekends were reserved for short road trips outside the city, while holidays were devoted to road trips, good food, leisure, and celebration. Unlike Vicky, who was fond of bikes, Kamal Mehta was passionate about cars and owned several of them. However, his prized possession was the Lexus LS400, which he purchased after learning that Harshad Mehta owned the same model. For the uninitiated, Harshad Mehta was a prominent Indian stockbroker in the late 1980s and early 1990s, known for his massive influence on the stock market and for orchestrating one of India’s biggest financial scandals.

Kamal’s weekend and holiday trips were often only with his friends. On the rare occasions when Devyani and Vicky were part of the plan, Kamal’s friends - and their families - would also join. Kamal spent lavishly on his friends. He was a generous man who did not think twice before doing so. He was also extremely trusting. In most of his businesses, he had made his friends his business partners simply to remain close to them and to look after them. He had also loaned large sums of money to an endless list of friends. He neither maintained proper records nor did he concern himself with repayment.

While Kamal appeared largely absorbed in his own world, he loved Vicky and cared for him in his own ways. His relationship with Devyani was complicated. He provided for her generously and often bought her gifts yet rarely spent meaningful time with her. In the early years, drawn by his charm and sociable nature, Devyani suspected that Kamal might be a womanizer, which she believed explained his preference for travelling without his family. Over time, however, she realized this was not true. Kamal was simply a fun-loving man who enjoyed companionship and social life but remained loyal to his family and principled in his conduct. Nevertheless, Devyani remained frustrated with Kamal’s lifestyle and choices, Vicky, on the other hand, admired it deeply and wished to emulate his father.


In early 1997, before Vicky could complete his Bachelor of Commerce degree at Narsee Monjee College of Commerce and Economics, his father, Kamal Mehta, passed away unexpectedly. Vicky was on campus when someone came to inform him. The news left him stunned and shattered.

While his father’s death appeared sudden, Vicky soon came to know that Kamal had been struggling with several lifestyle-related health issues. Kamal had always been slightly overweight and was living with diabetes. His demanding work schedule and frequent social engagements had severely disrupted his sleep cycle, and he was also suffering from Obstructive Sleep Apnea (OSA). Kamal had largely ignored these conditions. Devyani was aware of his health issues, but the details had not been shared with Vicky.

However, his father’s health problems were only the beginning of Vicky’s harsh awakening.

In the days following Kamal’s death, Vicky discovered that much of the life he had grown up believing in had been built on fragile foundations. He realized that most of his father’s money, assets, and above all, his friends, disappeared almost immediately. The friends on whom Kamal had sworn by and on whom he had spent his time and money never came forward to support Vicky and his mother. Since they were also business partners, they took control over most of the assets and funds and told the family that the businesses were riddled with debt and that most of the assets had been used as security for loans. Due to the lack of paperwork and, perhaps, lack of interest or emotional strength to fight, Devyani did not pursue the matter and accepted her fate.

The only friend who stood by the family was Yashvardhan Kumar, a college classmate of Kamal, whom Kamal referred to as ‘Yash’ and whom Vicky called ‘Kumar Uncle’. Yashvardhan Kumar was also a businessman, but he was never part of Kamal’s usual ‘gang’, primarily due to his dislike for Kamal’s other friends. He ensured that Devyani and Vicky were able to retain their house and receive some money and control over a couple of businesses. They also got his father’s deep red colored Lexus LS400. This support ensured that Devyani and Vicky had at least a few things left to help them pick themselves up and move ahead in life.

While all was not lost, Vicky’s life changed completely after his father’s demise. For a few months, he withdrew into a shell; barely talking to anyone and avoiding his usual activities such as riding, going out with friends, and partying. Eventually, he managed to pull himself together and complete his graduation. Throughout this period, Vicky kept thinking about his father. While Kamal had appeared to have everything under control, in reality, he had been reckless with many of his life choices. From idolizing his father, Vicky gradually began almost resenting him and blaming him for putting both him and his mother in such a difficult situation. Perhaps he was also unhappy that he would no longer be able to follow his dreams and would have to lead a life very different from what he had once envisioned.

Vicky was also worried about his mother, who did not show much emotion after Kamal’s death. Upon speaking with her, Vicky realized that although she was indeed heartbroken and missed her husband, not much had changed in her life. She had never cared much for money, the house, or any other luxury. What she had wanted from Kamal was time and togetherness, which she had not received. During their days together, she longed for special moments with him, but Kamal would not even remember their wedding anniversary or her birthday. Now that Kamal was no longer there, her daily life remained largely the same.

Somewhere during those difficult months, Vicky made a silent promise to himself. He decided that he would never live the way his father had. He would not allow ambition, status, or reckless choices to consume his life. He wanted to become someone who valued stability over appearances, loyalty over popularity, and relationships over social prestige. He promised himself that if he ever built a family of his own, he would be present for them in ways Kamal had never been. He would take responsibility for his actions, protect the people who depended on him, and never mistake outward success for true fulfilment.

Vicky started going to the office and reviving his father’s businesses that he had gained control of. He began working immensely hard. He had inherited his father’s business acumen. While he spent long hours at the office, he also ensured that he maintained a healthy lifestyle and work–life balance. He made it a point to go to bed by 10:00 PM every day. Unlike his life prior to his father’s demise, he completely quit partying and drinking. He would wake up at 4:30 AM and practise yoga at 5:00 AM every day. He would go for a jog afterwards and have his breakfast sharp at 8:00 AM. At 9:00 AM, before his office staff arrived, he would reach the office and immerse himself in work. On most days, he left the office at 5:30 PM and went home to spend time with his mother.


Amidst his increasingly busy and disciplined routine, Vicky no longer found time to ride his motorcycle - something he missed deeply, though he rarely admitted it even to himself. Over time, he began convincing himself that riding was an unsafe and impractical passion, a youthful indulgence that no longer had a place in the life he was trying to lead.

In an effort to suppress that lingering attachment, he sold his Yamaha RX-100.

He also had the option of using his father’s Lexus LS400, but by then, the car had come to symbolise much more than luxury. To him, it represented many of the choices and excesses that had defined Kamal Mehta’s life - choices he had consciously decided to move away from. He sold the Lexus as well and bought a far more modest and practical Opel Astra.

The car’s registration number was MH04X7431.

He specifically chose the number 7431 because it had once belonged to his Yamaha RX-100 - a quiet reminder of a part of himself he had tried hard to leave behind, yet could never completely let go of.

And despite all his efforts to distance himself from his father’s tastes and lifestyle, there was one detail he could not resist.

He bought the Opel Astra in deep red — the exact same colour as Kamal Mehta’s Lexus.


Perhaps the biggest change in him was that he stopped using the name “Vicky” altogether. Gradually, he began introducing himself by his official name instead, almost as if he wanted “Vicky” to slowly disappear. Over time, most people around him came to know him only by that identity.

By late 1999, his hard work and discipline had begun to pay off, and the businesses were flourishing. But did it make him happy? When he looked at the Profit and Loss (P&L) statements and saw positive numbers, it gave him a sense of relief - nothing more. It never brought a smile to his face. He would tell his mother - and himself - that he was happy, but the words sounded hollow.

He had changed completely. Everyone around him, including Devyani, could see it. He had become the exact opposite of who he was before his father’s death. The enthusiasm in his voice had faded. He now spoke softly, slowly, and with careful restraint. He allowed himself only one day off each week - Sunday. Even that day was spent alone at Kumar Uncle’s beach house in Alibaug, sitting by the sea for hours, lost in thought.

His mother worried that he had begun to appear like a sad and uninteresting man - someone with no friends, no joy, and no companion. Someone who approached life as a ‘to-list list’.

This changed on a fateful day on 15th September 2000. As usual, he returned from the office - which was quite close to his home - at 5:50 PM. His routine ‘required’ him to spend some time with his mother, but she was not at home. She had left for Pune, leaving behind a note that said her sister was unwell and that she would return after a week. The sudden gap in his carefully planned schedule left him feeling clueless and restless.

He stepped out for a walk and, almost absentmindedly, wandered into a nearby coffee shop he had passed countless times before but never once entered. The place had a quiet, old-world charm - simple wooden furniture, slightly faded walls, and the comforting aroma of freshly brewed coffee lingering in the air. It was run by a chubby, elderly Parsi woman named Delshad Irani, who seemed to know most of her customers by name. She moved around the café with a natural sense of belonging, occasionally pausing to exchange a few words with customers or offering them a warm, knowing smile. When he entered, Delshad greeted him kindly, and the two exchanged introductions.

He chose a corner table and was scanning the menu when he noticed a girl sitting at a table close by. There was something about her that made him lower the menu and look at her for a moment longer than he intended to. She wore a pink top and blue jeans, her hair - slightly longer than shoulder length - were open. She appeared cheerful, yet quietly reserved. He felt an uncontrollable urge to speak to her but hesitated, unsure of what to say. After a few moments of indecision, he finally gathered the courage to greet her. When she responded with a simple “Hi” and an encouraging smile, he asked if she could recommend something from the café. She suggested a cold coffee and a chicken sandwich. He was - or had become - more of an espresso person, but he ordered what she suggested.

A brief silence followed. Then he asked if she was waiting for someone. She said she was, but it seemed her friend would not be coming. He asked if she would like to join him, and she agreed. They exchanged introductions. She told him her name was Pooja, and he introduced himself by his official name.


What began as casual conversation slowly stretched into hours. They spoke about ordinary things - fragments of their lives, small memories, passing thoughts - yet none of it felt ordinary to him. He found himself enjoying her company far more than he had expected. He would ask her something, listen to her answer, and then continue looking at her long after she had finished speaking.

Without fully realizing it, Mehta Boy was beginning to fall in love!!

Yet, around 9:15 PM, he started getting restless as it was getting dangerously close to his bedtime! He told her that he needed to return home for dinner with his mother, and they left the coffee shop after exchanging numbers.

The next day, before leaving the office, he called Pooja and asked if she would like to meet again at the same coffee shop. She agreed. They met again, and then again, for the next five days.

On the seventh day, 22nd September 2000 - a day before his mother was scheduled to return - he called Pooja once more. This time, she suggested they meet somewhere else. They chose an ice-cream parlour close to the coffee shop. As they were about to part, Pooja asked where they would meet the next time. He hesitated. He knew that his mother would return the next day and his schedule would not have time for these unscheduled adventures. He told her he would decide and let her know over the phone and they left the ice cream parlour.

He did not call Pooja the next day as there was no time. He was firm that he would not change his schedule as it would mean leading life like his father. However, he was missing Pooja and was miserable. He went about his planned schedule and hit the bed at 10PM but today sleep was on Pooja’s side and ditched him in retaliation.

Next day, Pooja called his office and he was all over the place while coming up with an excuse for not calling her. Finally, he told Pooja that some urgent work has come up and it would keep him occupied for next few days. He promised to call as soon as the work is over. He tried to hurriedly put down the phone but right before he hung up, he heard a faint “I miss you” on the other side of the line. This made him even more miserable.

Yet he managed to show restraint for 4 days. He would come home and spend time with his mother but would remain lost in his thoughts. Sleep continued to take revenge on behalf of Pooja.

While her son’s face lacked zeal and emotion in any case, Devyani noticed the worsened behaviour and enquired about it. Though he was reluctant, he told everything to his mother. She was expecting that the reason would be something work or health related but was pleasantly surprised upon hearing that the reason is a young woman. Pooja sounded like the answers to her prayers. She firmly told him that he should call Pooja immediately and meet her. She also told him that if he is serious about her and he must express his feelings with her. Further, she told him that by not spending time with his mother, he is not becoming a lesser son and her happiness is interlinked with his happiness.

He felt both relieved and strangely certain of himself. Without wasting another moment, he called Pooja. The happiness in her voice when she heard him was impossible to miss, and she agreed to meet him immediately.

They met once again at the same coffee shop.

For nearly an hour, he sat across from her, listening to her speak and watching the subtle shifts in her expressions as she talked. Yet beneath his calm exterior, the emotions he had been suppressing for days continued to build. Every passing minute made the silence within him heavier.

Finally, he interrupted her gently.

His voice was quieter than usual, but there was certainty in it.

He told her how deeply he had missed her over the past few days. How the absence of her voice and presence had unsettled him in ways he could not explain. He admitted that the silence between them had felt louder than any noise in his life.

And then, before he could retreat into caution or overthink his words any further, he told her that he loved her.

Pooja smiled.

But at the same time, she seemed to steady herself emotionally before responding. She told him that she genuinely enjoyed spending time with him and admired the way he listened and understood people, but his confession had caught her by surprise. To her, it felt sudden and unexpected.

He listened quietly and replied that he was certain about what he felt. But he also understood that she might need more time. He suggested that they continue meeting, continue knowing each other better, and allow things to unfold naturally until she arrived at the same clarity herself.

She smiled again and nodded softly.

For the next fifteen minutes, neither of them spoke much. They simply sat there, exchanging occasional glances and quiet smiles that somehow said more than words could.

Afterwards, they stepped out of the coffee shop and waited for a taxi for her. While she was absorbed in watching the passing kaali-peeli taxis and autorickshaws, he kept looking at her. Suddenly, a little boy approached him with a bunch of red, heart-shaped balloons and asked if he would like to buy some of them. He checked his pocket and realized he did not have any small change. He did, however, find a five-rupee coin and asked the boy for a single balloon.

After buying it, he gently tapped Pooja on the shoulder and presented the balloon to her with both hands. He did not expect much of a reaction and was slightly worried that she might find the gesture childish or cheesy. To his surprise, she was genuinely delighted. It was getting dark, yet her face lit up - surprise in her eyes and a wide, open smile that seemed to erase the evening gloom.


It made his day, his month, and perhaps even his year. He could not remember the last time he had felt such uncomplicated joy. Unlike the quiet relief he felt when he saw growth in his profit and loss statements, the expression on Pooja’s face gave him a true sense of achievement and fulfilment. He silently promised himself that this would become their small ritual - that he would give her a balloon every time they met. Silly, perhaps. But then again, love is often silly.

They continued to meet. Days turned into weeks, and weeks into months. What had begun as a chance encounter slowly settled into a quiet, meaningful presence in his life. For the first time in years, his days were not just structured - they had something to look forward to.

He still followed his routine with discipline, but somewhere within that structure, Pooja had found her place. She brought with her a certain lightness that he had long forgotten. With her, conversations flowed without effort, silences felt comfortable, and time seemed to move differently.

He was happy.

Pooja, too, was happy. She enjoyed his company, his attentiveness, and the quiet sense of security he offered.

Then suddenly one day, Pooja told him that her parents wanted her to meet the son of their close friends - Mulchandanis - for a possible marriage alliance.

The news unsettled him.

She explained that she had already expressed her reluctance and discomfort to her parents, but they had insisted that she meet the boy at least once. She reassured him that she would go through with the meeting only to satisfy them and, if the opportunity arose, would make it clear that she was already in a relationship.

He listened quietly. For a brief moment, unease crept into his mind, but it passed almost immediately. He trusted her.

After her meeting with the boy, Pooja called him to the café and told him about the meeting. The boy’s name was Sameer Mulchandani. She described him as good-looking, polite, and well-spoken, though there was also something carefree and boyish about him. She admitted that she had felt unexpectedly comfortable talking to him because he, too, had apparently not been very enthusiastic about the arranged setup. She even told Sameer that she believed people should be in love before deciding to marry. And somewhere during the conversation, she told Sameer about him. When she finished narrating the entire episode, he felt relieved.

They continued to meet as before.

On several occasions, he wanted to ask her - clearly, directly - if she saw a future with him. But he held himself back. He chose patience. He decided that he would give her time and, in the meantime, do everything he could to keep her happy.

One evening, they went out for dinner.

Midway through the meal, Sameer happened to walk into the same restaurant and noticed them. After a brief exchange, he joined their table without much hesitation.

He observed Sameer closely. Pooja had been right - Sameer did seem goofy and slightly immature.

Sameer asked about their plans after dinner and suggested they go somewhere else afterwards. Pooja seemed open to the idea, but almost instinctively, she looked towards him before responding. Sameer also looked towards him.

He declined by explaining that he had a fixed routine - he needed to be in bed by 10:00 PM. Pooja gently reasoned that one day would not change anything. Sameer also tried to convince him, pointing out that the next day was a Sunday.

But he calmly explained his schedule - waking up at 5:00 AM, yoga, jogging, breakfast at 8:00 AM, and then spending the day with Pooja at Kumar Uncle’s beach house.

Then he excused himself and went to the washroom. While he was away, Sameer casually asked Pooja if she would like to join him later that night. She declined, saying maybe some other time.

When he returned, a waiter followed him carrying three glasses of champagne. Pooja looked surprised and asked what the occasion was. He said, with a rare hint of warmth in his voice, that it marked the anniversary of the day he had first expressed his feelings to her.

He was happy. He believed he was finally doing what his father never did - celebrating moments, creating memories.

Sameer and Pooja remained in touch. He was aware of it and did not feel threatened. He trusted her, and perhaps more than that, he believed in what they shared.

They continued their drives - long, unplanned, and deeply cherished. Sometimes, he would even step out of the office during lunch just to spend time with her. These moments meant more to him than he cared to admit.

One day, Sameer joined them on one such drive. During the drive, he pointed out the café where he had first met her on 15th September 2000. A little ahead, he showed the ice-cream parlour they had visited a week later. He spoke of those moments with quiet pride, almost as if recounting milestones. Pooja smiled, but something within her shifted slightly.


They continued meeting regularly, but slowly, almost imperceptibly, things began to change. At first, it was subtle enough for him to ignore. Her calls became less frequent. The conversations that once stretched effortlessly for hours now ended sooner than before. Sometimes she seemed distracted, drifting away mid-conversation as though her mind was elsewhere. The easy excitement she once carried whenever they met had started fading into something quieter and more distant. He noticed all of it.

But each time he sensed something slipping away, he convinced himself that he was overthinking. Perhaps she was stressed. Perhaps it was work, family, or simply the natural settling of a relationship after the initial excitement.

And so, instead of stepping back, he tried harder.

He called more often. Planned more carefully. Remembered more things. He became even more attentive, more available, more dependable - almost as if effort alone could hold together something he could no longer fully feel.

Yet somewhere deep inside, an uncomfortable fear had already begun taking shape. For the first time since expressing his feelings to Pooja, he felt emotionally helpless.

Then one day, Pooja called him and asked if they could meet at the same café where they had first met. Something about her tone felt unusually formal and it made him anxious.

When he arrived, she was already there.

The warmth and familiarity between them still existed, but now it sat beneath an unmistakable layer of discomfort. After a few moments of silence and hesitant conversation, she finally looked at him and said that while she genuinely liked him and cared deeply for him, she no longer saw a future for their relationship.

For a brief moment, it felt as though something inside him quietly collapsed.

But outwardly, he remained composed.

He asked her, calmly, if she had met someone else. She paused. That pause said everything.

She nodded and told him that she had been seeing someone - it was Sameer. He had expressed his feelings, and they had been meeting for a few weeks.

He suddenly felt a sharp pain in his chest. He instinctively held it. She noticed and asked if he was alright. He straightened himself and said he was fine.

Then, very calmly, he asked, “Was it because of him… or because of me?”

Pooja looked down at the table. She seemed uncomfortable, as though she had hoped to avoid answering that question.

“It’s not that you’re a bad person,” she said softly. “You’re probably one of the nicest men I’ve ever met.” He smiled faintly, but there was no warmth in it.

“That usually means something is wrong.”

She let out a small, helpless smile.

“You’re too… careful”

He frowned slightly, not fully understanding.

“You plan everything. You remain in control all the time. Every day, every hour, every emotion.” She paused, choosing her words carefully. “Sometimes it feels like you’re trying so hard to be perfect that there’s no space left for life to happen naturally.”

He said nothing.

“You remember every date, every occasion, every tiny detail. At first, it felt sweet. But after a point… it started feeling rehearsed. Like you had decided what a good partner is supposed to do and were following it exactly.”

Her words did not sound cruel. That made them hurt even more.

“You know what I like about Sameer?” she continued quietly. “He’s imperfect. He’s late sometimes. He changes plans suddenly. He says stupid things. He has too many friends. He talks loudly, laughs loudly… and somehow, people are drawn to him. Life around him feels spontaneous.”

She looked at him gently. “With you, everything feels correct. But with him… everything feels alive.”

For the first time since she had begun speaking, something shifted inside him.

Too many friends. Spontaneous. Careless. Fun-loving. A man people were naturally drawn to.

He knew this person.

Kamal Mehta. His father. The very man he had spent years trying not to become. And suddenly, with terrifying clarity, he realised what had happened.

He used to be exactly like his father but in trying to escape his father’s mistakes, he had removed every trace of the person he once was. The outgoing boy who loved bikes, friendships, long rides, noise, laughter, and unpredictability had disappeared somewhere along the way.

He looked at her again, but now her words echoed differently in his head.

“You’re too disciplined.” Not an accusation. A verdict.

He was confused. For the first time in a long while, he felt uncertain about everything around him. Too many emotions crowded his mind at once, yet he chose not to say anything.

He looked at Pooja and wished her well and told her he hoped Sameer would keep her happy. Then, almost gently, he said that she could leave - he wanted to sit there for a while. She hesitated and asked if they could remain friends. For the first time, something in him stirred - a faint irritation - but it never reached his face.

He did not respond.

She waited for a few moments, searching his face for something - anything - but found nothing. And then she left.

He wanted to stop her. He wanted to ask her what he could change, what he could fix, what he could become. To ask her if there was still a way back. He felt the urge to confront Sameer, to break his skull open. But he was not like that. At least, no longer like that.

He sat quietly, staring at nothing.

A waiter approached and asked if he would like to order something. It was then that he realized - he had not ordered anything for her. He paused for a moment and said, almost mechanically, “Cold coffee… and a chicken sandwich.”  The same order.

When the coffee and sandwich arrived, he did not touch them. He just sat there, looking at them, as if they belonged to another time.

He sat there for an hour. During this time, once the anger, hurt and confusion settled a little, he realized that Pooja was not wrong. She had not betrayed him, nor had she mocked what they shared. She had simply wanted a kind of life he no longer knew how to offer. However, the painful truth was that she had not rejected who he ‘truly’ was; she had rejected the version of himself he had deliberately become.

He placed some money on the table and got up to leave. Just as he reached the entrance, a voice called out from behind - steady, familiar.

“Mr. Mehta”

He stopped. It was Delshad Irani, the owner of the café, who had been watching him from a distance. Over the past months, she had grown fond of the two of them. Something about their presence had brought life into her café.

After a brief pause, she called again, “Subodh...”

He stood still. For a fleeting moment, he wanted to turn around and say: “I am not Subodh. I am Vicky.”

But somewhere deep inside, he knew that would be too filmy….and untrue. So, he said nothing and quietly walked away.


Following is an actual image from the movie 'Dil Chahta Hai'. The character of Subodh in the movie inspired this story. 




Saturday, February 14, 2026

A Dream, A Promise and A Side-Story



This is the story of Pestonjee Pithawala, a Parsi man who lived in a small village near Mysore. The Parsi community had (and still has) only a very small presence in Karnataka, with most Parsis in the state residing in Bangalore (now Bengaluru). How Pestonjee’s family came to settle in that small village remains unknown.

Pestonjee was thin, almost frail in appearance, with a slightly comical look about him. His mannerisms were unusual and exaggerated, and people often found them funny and amusing. He owned a small poultry farm and supplied eggs from his farm to local shops, bakeries and restaurants. He remained largely occupied, spending most of his time moving between his home and his poultry farm. Though the villagers found him strange and often laughed at him, very few actually knew him well.

He was born in 1915. Though he was a good student and wished to become a doctor, due to the financial limitations of his family, he had to discontinue his studies while still in college. Before leaving college, he had fallen in love with a young woman. He wanted to get married to her but, since she was not a Parsi, neither her family nor his agreed to their marriage. The separation affected him and he became quieter, but he accepted his fate. All his life, Pestonjee had accepted what life threw at him. He had accepted leaving his education midway. He had accepted not marrying the girl he loved. Whatever small work and businesses he undertook in his early years, most of his earnings spent on his parents’ medical expenses and the education of his younger siblings. Very little remained for himself. Yet he never resented this. He accepted everything quietly.

To the outside world, he appeared miserly and obsessively frugal. Burdened with responsibilities, he had to account for every single rupee. People saw only a man who clung to money, not a man who was dependent on every coin for survival. He knew well what others thought of him. He accepted that too.

Eventually, at his family’s insistence, he married a Parsi girl, Delnaz Mistry. Delnaz’s family was from Bombay (now Mumbai). In the beginning, he felt no particular attachment toward his wife. In every way, Delnaz was an exact opposite of Pestonjee. While he was lean and quiet, she was heavy, quite jovial and talkative. She also had an innocent and pretty face. While he did not understand it, in a lot of ways, Delnaz completed Pestonjee and he could not have asked for a better companion. She would take care of him, the house, his parents and siblings and would always have a smile on her face. A very innocent and sweet smile. When he would return from work, she would serve him food and will sit with him. She knew that Pestonjee was incapable of expressing himself except through complaints - about bad deals, losses in business, and the constant worry over money. So, instead of waiting for him to say anything, she would do the talking. Pestonjee found it strange, but he listened.

It took some time but over the years, as he lived with her and observed her nature, he grew fond of her but in his own quiet way. He would not express it, but Delnaz understood it.

Years passed in the struggle of dutifully fulfilling the responsibilities. He took care of everyone. He was a good son, a good brother but probably not a good husband. While focusing on his responsibilities, he subordinated all his wishes and never even thought of the desires of his wife. He was so absorbed in caring for his family and meeting his responsibilities that he never built a family of his own. They remained without children.

Within a brief span of time, his life underwent a series of significant changes. In 1967, his mother succumbed to tuberculosis after a prolonged struggle. Over the next two years, first his brother and then his sister completed their education and moved forward in their own lives, never to look back. Then, in early 1970, his father passed away from complications arising from high blood pressure.

At the time of his father’s death, Pestonjee was about fifty-five years old. It was then, perhaps for the first time with clarity, that he realized he had never truly lived for himself or for his wife. They had no children. Their lives had revolved entirely around duty and obligation. Delnaz had cared devotedly for his parents and siblings, managing the household with sincerity. She herself had always struggled with her health. She had put on significant weight and was suffering from diabetes. She was extremely fond of sweets and would often secretly have sweets or candies. Pestonjee knew about this and would often express displeasure but would immediately feel bad after looking at her innocent and child-like expressions. Her condition had deteriorated to the point where even walking properly had become difficult.

Pestonjee has started to feel that his life had slipped past him without any joy. They had never traveled. Not to a hill station, not to a seaside town, certainly not abroad. They had not even indulged in the simple pleasures of brief trips to nearby cities - small outings that bring quiet happiness to a couple. They had never even watched a movie together.

He had begun to strongly think that he should at least take his wife somewhere, that they deserved to see something beyond the narrow lanes of their village. But her declining health made such plans seem impossible.

Once, the thought occurred to him that perhaps he could buy a car. It was far beyond his modest budget, yet he reasoned that it might ease the operations of his business as well. Owning a vehicle could help with deliveries and perhaps allow them small journeys. He tried to convince himself that it would not merely be an indulgence, but a practical necessity.

No matter how much he tried to reason with himself that a car would help his business, one truth remained unchanged - it was far beyond his means. He could not afford it. The thought lingered in his mind as he continued working, attending to both his livelihood and the routines of daily life. Yet a quiet question kept returning - what small thing could he do to bring even a little joy into his and Delnaz’s life?

He shared this restlessness with Delnaz. She, too, admitted that she often wished they could go somewhere together. However, since they ran their own business, she did not want him to consider taking a long holiday that might disrupt their income and cause financial strain. Instead, she said that if, after a day’s hard work, they could occasionally go somewhere in the evening - even for a short while - it might help them break free from the monotony that had overtaken their lives.

Hearing this made Pestonjee feel even more determined. A car remained impossible. A scooter or motorcycle, however, appeared more feasible, even if it remained beyond his budget. But every time he considered it, another worry arose that it would be uncomfortable for Delnaz. Mounting and dismounting would be difficult. The jerks and imbalance might cause her pain. He discussed this with her, and she confessed that she had thought of the same idea. Yet she agreed that given her weight and her difficulty in walking, such an arrangement might not be practical.

Still, Pestonjee kept thinking. And in his heart, he made a small promise.

A few years later, at the end of 1973, Pestonjee travelled to Mysore in bus to deliver goods to a customer. He also had to deposit cash in bank and purchase feed for his poultry farm. After finishing all his work, he came to the bus stand. Since the next bus was an hour later, he decided to sit at a book stall and bought filter coffee from a vendor. While sipping the hot coffee, he began casually flipping through the magazines at the book stall. One colorful magazine caught his eye. As he turned its pages, he came across a photograph of a motorcycle fitted with a ‘sidecar’ – a carrier in which someone could sit and the sidecar had wheels attached to it. In the picture, a man and his wife were seated on the motorcycle, and their two children sat comfortably in the attached side carrier. The wife had a smile on her face.

The image stirred something in him and an idea took shape.

He bought the magazine and went straight to a motorcycle workshop. Showing the photograph to the mechanic, he asked whether such a vehicle was available in the city, state or country. The mechanic explained that motorcycles with side carrier could indeed be found in larger cities. However, local workshops could also build a customized side carrier and attach it to any ordinary motorcycle at a lower cost. Though Pestonjee was extremely delighted and wanted to dance in the streets, he composed himself. Just to confirm once again, Pestonjee asked whether, if he purchased a motorcycle, the workshop could build such a side carrier for him. The mechanic assured him that it could be done. Pestonjee smiled, something which was rare. Promising to be back very soon, he walked out of the workshop with hurried steps and almost fell down stumbling on a canister of engine oil. The mechanic – Afzal bhai – and his bunch of assistants found Pestonjee’s walk and stumble quite hilarious and they laughed in the background.

For the first time in years, Pestonjee felt a surge of genuine excitement. When he returned home, he showed the photograph to Delnaz. A quiet glow appeared on her face – a glow which was a perfect blend of happiness and hope. Yet she gently and reluctantly asked him to reconsider the purchase and the expense.

“How long will we think only about money?” he replied softly yet firmly. “Perhaps it is time to think about ourselves.”

The very next day, he began searching for a motorcycle with renewed energy. A brand-new one was difficult to afford, so he contacted many people in search of a second-hand motorcycle. Eventually, he found one within his budget and in reasonably good condition – a 1942 BSA WM20 500cc motorcycle, a 496cc side-valve, air-cooled, single-cylinder, shining black motorcycle. It belonged to a Forest Officer, who had been posted in the village but was now being transferred to a distant state. Not wishing to transport the motorcycle so far, and eager to purchase a new one in his new city, the officer was willing to sell it at a modest price.

Because the officer was in a hurry, he agreed to sell it for less than its market value. Though Pestonjee wanted to get the bike inspected by a mechanic, he neither wanted to miss the deal nor wanted to prolong his wait. He immediately purchased the motorcycle.

Only then did another realization strike him. He did not know how to ride it!

Pestonjee then approached Zafar, a mechanic at a local workshop, and explained his predicament. He asked Zafar not only to teach him how to ride the motorcycle but also to keep it at the workshop until he felt confident enough to ride it on his own. He wanted to surprise Delnaz.

Zafar was reluctant. He agreed to ride the motorcycle to his workshop and keep it there but felt that teaching Pestonjee to ride would be too much effort. He also knew Pestonjee’s miserly ways and thought that he would not be adequately compensated. To get Pestonjee off his back, Zafar quoted a fee at least three times higher than what the work warranted. He did not expect Pestonjee to agree. Sensing his urgency, he also saw an opportunity to profit from the situation. For a brief moment, Pestonjee remained silent. Then, to Zafar’s astonishment, he accepted the amount without bargaining.

Zafar was taken aback. Everything he had ever heard about Pestonjee suggested that he would argue over the smallest sum. Yet here he was, accepting a high price without protest. The contrast between rumour and reality unsettled him. For the first time, he sensed that there might be more to this quiet, thin, awkward man than the town believed.

Zafar rode the motorcycle to his workshop. From the very next day, early in the mornings - and often again in the evenings - Pestonjee began learning to ride under the mechanic’s supervision. Within twelve days, he had gained enough confidence to handle the motorcycle on his own.

Zafar would frequently caution him. The motorcycle, he said, was rather heavy. Given Pestonjee’s thin frame, controlling it might prove difficult. He advised him to remain careful. Pestonjee would simply smile at these warnings. There was something he knew that Zafar did not.

Once he felt sufficiently confident, Pestonjee decided that it was time to take the motorcycle to the workshop in Mysore. Although he could now ride within the village, he was not yet comfortable enough to make the journey to Mysore on his own. So, while settling the payment for the riding lessons, he asked Zafar to accompany him.

Zafar did not know the purpose of the trip, and the journey would disrupt his work at the workshop. Yet, sensing the quiet excitement in Pestonjee’s voice, he agreed - and insisted that he would do it without charge.

Pestonjee smiled, his eyes filled with reluctance and gratitude. Zafar understood that had he asked for it, Pestonjee would have willingly paid him for the additional help.

Together they rode to the city and reached the workshop where Pestonjee had earlier inquired about the custom attachment. There, they met Afzal bhai, who was surprised to see Pestonjee return so soon. Pestonjee explained his requirements and showed him the reference photograph once again.

Zafar, who now understood what Pestonjee intended to do, was taken aback. He did not fully grasp why Pestonjee wanted a side carrier fitted to the motorcycle, but he chose not to question him. Quietly, he took his leave and got up to go to the bus stand. However, before Zafar could step out of the workshop gate, Pestonjee ran after him in his familiar, awkward manner and gave him a tight and silent hug. As Zafar walked away, he glanced back to see Pestonjee standing at the workshop gate, one hand resting on his chest, watching until he disappeared into the busy street.

Afzal bhai informed Pestonjee that building and fitting the side carrier would take about twelve to fifteen days, and that the motorcycle would have to remain at the workshop. With that decided, Pestonjee left to take care of some work in the city. However, before boarding the evening bus back to his village, he returned to the workshop, quietly hoping that the side carrier might somehow have been magically fitted by then!!

He returned to the village but the wait was unbearable. Pestonjee felt as though those fifteen days were the longest of his life. Delnaz could sense his anxiousness and was a little suspicious that something is cooking but Pestonjee managed to cook some good lies. When the time finally came, he decided to travel back to the city to collect the motorcycle. For a moment, he wondered whether he should ask Zafar to accompany him again. But by now, he felt confident - especially about handling a motorcycle fitted with the carrier. He decided to make the journey alone.

He reached the workshop by bus and saw the motorcycle standing ready. Attached to it was a matching black side carrier. The sight filled him with joy and left his speechless and teary-eyed. In his mind, he could already see Delnaz seated there comfortably.

Afzal bhai explained the structure in detail. The attachment, though fixed, was detachable. If Pestonjee ever wished to remove it, it could be separated from the motorcycle. After understanding everything and settling the payment, Pestonjee mounted the motorcycle and began his return journey to the village.

He rode cautiously at first, still unsure of himself. But as the miles passed, he realized that the added carrier made the motorcycle more stable. The risk of losing balance felt much lower than before. Encouraged, he allowed himself a brief moment of boldness and picked up speed.

As the wind rushed against his face, a faint tear formed in the corner of his eye. It could have been the force of the air. Yet it was not only that. He felt, perhaps for the first time in his life, a sense of liberation. A quiet freedom. And beneath it all was the knowledge that he would now be able to take Delnaz out, to give her at least the small joy they had not even known was possible.

By the time he reached home, it was night. He parked the motorcycle outside but said nothing to Delnaz. He wished to surprise her in the morning. After dinner, they retired for the night.

Sleep, however, would not come easily.

Several times he stepped outside to check on the motorcycle. Like anyone who brings home something precious, something earned with effort and sacrifice, he felt both excitement and a faint fear of losing it. The anticipation of revealing the surprise added to his restlessness. Again and again, he went out to ensure it was safe, that everything was as it should be.

At last, morning arrived. As the first light filtered in, he turned to Delnaz and gently said, “Come outside… there’s something I want to show you.” He led her outside and finally revealed the surprise. The moment her eyes fell upon the black motorcycle and the neatly attached matching side carrier, she stood still. For a few seconds, she said nothing. Then her eyes filled with tears.

She wanted to embrace him, but theirs was not a marriage of physical expressions of love. Often, they spoke through glances alone. Love between them had long ago settled into something quiet and understood. That morning, their eyes met, and everything that needed to be said was said. Both were deeply happy and were almost giggling in their excitement.

Pestonjee declared that he would not go to work that day. Instead, they would dress up and go out together. Delnaz’s natural instinct would have been to suggest that the ride can wait but she knew that her husband had waited long enough. She immediately went inside to get ready.

He bathed and dressed with care, as one does for a special and rare occasion. He chose a traditional white Parsi ceremonial outfit - the kind worn at weddings - a long white coat-like garment over white trousers, with black cap and white shoes. He knew that black shoes would have been better and appropriate with the outfit but he did not have a pair of black shoes.

While waiting for Delnaz to finish dressing, he stepped outside with a cloth and carefully wiped the motorcycle, polishing it as though it were something sacred. As he checked it over, he noticed that the petrol tank was nearly empty. He did not want any inconvenience once they set out, especially not for his Delnaz.

He went inside and told her gently, “Take your time getting ready. I’ll just go and fill some petrol.”

He rode out, refueled the motorcycle, and began heading back home. On the way, he decided to take a slight detour to check on his poultry farm. That was not required and the work could have waited. However, he did not have work in his mind. He merely wanted to give Delnaz enough time. In her excitement, she would likely try to hurry, though her health would not permit it. He wanted her to dress at her own pace, without feeling rushed.

He turned towards his poultry farm, parked the motorcycle outside, and went in to inspect things. He spoke casually with the workers, asking unnecessary questions. In truth, his mind was elsewhere.

While he was speaking, he suddenly heard a sound from outside - the unmistakable ignition of a motorcycle. For a moment he did not know how to react and he stood frozen. Then panic overtook him. His reactions, often slightly exaggerated and comical, startled the workers. He ran outside as fast as he could.

Upon reaching the street, he once again froze. He saw one man seated on his motorcycle and another in the side carrier. Suddenly, the engine roared and the motorcycle surged forward.

He once again ran – in his typical awkward way - towards the motorcycle shouting “Arre pakdo, arre pakdo, yeh mera motorcycle le kar jaa raha hai” (Stop them! Stop them! They’re taking my motorcycle!)

They laughed at him as they sped away.

For a few desperate seconds, Pestonjee ran behind them, shouting, trying to reach them, trying to stop what was clearly happening before his eyes. But he was no match for a moving machine. Within moments, they were far ahead. Soon, they were nothing but distant shapes. And then they vanished completely.

He stopped running.

His legs gave way beneath him. He sank to his knees on the dusty road, breathless and stunned. He could not fully comprehend what had just happened. He closed his eyes hoping that it was a nightmare. It was not and yet it was. The dream he had nurtured had been taken from him in an instant.

What happened to him afterward is not known. How Delnaz reacted when she learned of the theft is also unknown. Whether their lives changed after that day remains uncertain.

What is indeed known from the police and from local gossip is that the two men who stole the motorcycle were petty thieves who wandered from town to town committing small thefts. It was almost routine for them. While some accounts suggested that the thieves were not entirely devoid of a humane side, they often committed such acts thoughtlessly, rarely considering the harm they caused their victims.

They were best friends and were known as: Jai and Veeru.




The above is actual image from the movie 'Sholay'. The short easy-to-miss scene inspired the story of Pestonjee