You were once someone rare to me.
Squash2Scotch
A collection of my random thoughts. Here I get misquoted...by myself!!!
Wednesday, April 29, 2026
The Friend You Used to Be
Thursday, March 5, 2026
Et Tu, Brute?
I recently ordered a grapefruit from one of the instant delivery apps . In the picture it looked bright, juicy, and extremely inviting. I also realized that I might never have actually tasted a grapefruit before. Since I love citrus fruits, I decided it was time to try one.
Within minutes, the fruit arrived.
I requested my wife to bring it to me because I was eager to try it immediately. She went to the kitchen with the fruit and returned a moment later with it neatly cut into smaller portions and arranged on a plate.
She placed it in front of me and casually said, “It’s very tasty. sweet and refreshing.”
That made me suspicious.
You see, I have a long history of playing a particular trick on her. My wife absolutely hates sour food. If she ever asks me to taste an orange or a grape first she tries it, I will take a bite and - even if it is painfully sour - I would calmly say that it is very nice. She then takes a bite and immediately regrets trusting me. The expression that follows is priceless.
So when she told me this grapefruit was “sweet,” I was not entirely convinced.
At that exact moment, my daughter walked into the room. She saw the plate and said she wanted to try some. She took a small piece, popped it into her mouth, and instantly said, “Wow! This is really nice. Very sweet.”
That changed everything. I will ALWAYS doubt my wife. But my daughter, my little angel, my little bundle of innocence? NEVER
Feeling reassured, I picked up a large piece and confidently put the entire thing in my mouth.
The next few seconds were… unforgettable.
The fruit was extraordinarily sour. Not mildly sour. Not slightly sour. It was the kind of sour that makes your eyes close automatically, your teeth clench, and your entire face rearrange itself into a very dramatic expression.
When I finally recovered and opened my eyes, I looked at my wife.
Then at my daughter.
Both of them were laughing uncontrollably.
At that moment, I realized something historic had occurred. My daughter had joined forces with my wife. This was not just a prank. This was a carefully coordinated act of deception.This incident should always be known as one of the greatest betrayals ever executed in the history of mankind.
I may have lost this round, but the citrus wars are far from over.
Wednesday, March 4, 2026
Girl on the Foot-Over Bridge
Yesterday, my wife showed me news reports about the death of Ali Khamenei’s granddaughter in a joint USA-Israel strike on Iran. While I personally support Israel’s position in this conflict, the photograph of the 14-month-old child visibly unsettled my wife and made me pause as well. I found myself thinking about the fate of the child, who would not have understood what is going on around her. Well, she was not alone as no one completely understands what is going on.
This brief exchange with my wife somehow took me back to 2016. To a personal experience but the context is of Syrian civil war and the refugee crisis.
I would not go into the details of the crisis but by 2015, millions of Syrians were attempting to flee the conflict, seeking refuge across borders. Several neighboring countries like Turkey, Lebanon, Jordan, Iraq and Egypt hosted millions of refugees.
In Europe, Germany opened its doors to a large number of asylum seekers. I remember that I would often joking remark that Germany appeared to be attempting to correct a historical wrong, though I questioned whether such a gesture was necessary or prudent. Countries including Austria, Sweden, Netherlands, and Greece also received significant numbers of refugees.
I remember being particularly struck by France’s position. France has had issues with Islamic fundamentalists. It probably started with the 2010 ban on face-covering veils (burqa). Then in January 2015, the offices of French satirical magazine Charlie Hebdo in Paris were attacked by Islamist gunmen, resulting in the deaths of 12 people. The assault was motivated by the magazine’s earlier publication of cartoons depicting the Prophet Muhammad, which had generated significant controversy. “Je suis Charlie” (French for “I am Charlie”) emerged as a worldwide slogan, hashtag, and emblem of solidarity in defense of freedom of expression and the press.
That France was also among the nations that extended shelter to Syrian refugees – though in comparatively small numbers (roughly 50,000) - struck me as bizarre! France indeed has been facing issues as there have been concerns about security, national identity, and the capacity to integrate migrants.
Yet, even as I held that view, a single image shook me. In September 2015, a two-year-old Syrian boy drowned in the Mediterranean while his family attempted to reach Europe. The photographs of his small body on a Turkish beach became the symbol of the crisis. The image haunted me for some days and may be weeks but then like it always happens, we moved on and forgot about it. My strong opinion about the Syrian refugees did not change though.
Then something happened in late 2016. It did not change my opinion but gave me another perspective.
It was the time when me and my family were preparing for our relocation from Malaysia to India. We had spent 5 years in Malaysia and were looking forward to the move to India. We were quite busy with the packing, paperwork and coordination with the cargo company. Our departure was probably a week away and then – like always in the last minute - my wife reminded about my daughter’s bicycle. My daughter was 5 years old and was extremely fond of her pink and white bicycle. It would have been prudent to sell off the bike and buy a new one in India but so much was about to change in her young life that I did not want her to part with something familiar and comforting.
Transporting the bicycle required dismantling it properly, so we decided to take it to the same shop from which we had bought it. The incident happened on the way.
It must have been around 3PM and we took a cab to go to the bicycle shop. At a busy traffic junction, I noticed a well-built man in a thick brown T-shirt and grey trousers. He was barefoot, moving from one vehicle to another, asking for help. Homelessness and begging, while not as visible as in India, do exist in Kuala Lumpur, so at first I paid little attention. A few seconds later, I looked again and saw that he was holding a piece of cardboard that read: “Syrian Refugee. Looking for Work and Help.” I looked at him for few seconds as I had not met or seen someone from Syria before. I was certain that I would not give him any money - primarily because of my strong opinion regarding Syrian refugees.
I looked away.
Near the junction stood a foot-over bridge (or pedestrian overpass) and I noticed a little girl sitting on the stairs. She was about the same age as my daughter. She was fair, had unkempt hair, and was barefoot. She was wearing a soiled frock - which I am sure would have been white back in Syria. Both the frock and the little girl looked as though they had seen much better days.
She watched the Syrian man with an expression that can be best described as a combination of affection, hope, and a child’s boredom. I looked at the Syrian man and at that point I noticed that, while he was busy going from one vehicle to another, he was regularly looking at her. While I am not certain, but I think she was his daughter.
Even in that condition, the little girl was strikingly beautiful. Her face radiated innocence. I kept looking at them – especially the little girl.
(Since I am sure you are thinking about it, let me clarify that it was a busy signal and we were there for few minutes.)
Then something else happened. A ragpicker – apparently a Malaysian homeless man - appeared from nowhere and started climbing the stairs of the foot-over bridge. He too had unkempt hair, wore a dirty shirt and khaki shorts. He was wearing a pair of slippers. When he reached the girl, he stopped. I felt a surge of anxiety. I looked at the Syrian man but at that moment, he was not looking at his daughter. This made me even more anxious.
Suddenly, the ragpicker reached into his bag and took out a half-eaten packet of potato chips. I distinctly remember shouting a silent “No” from inside the car. The girl looked at the packet, then at the man, then back at the packet. I hoped she would refuse, worrying that it might be unhygienic. I also questioned the ragpicker’s intentions. We clearly had different concerns in mind. She was thinking of hunger, I was thinking of hygiene and her safety.
She glanced toward the Syrian man, who at that very moment - much to my relief – looked toward her. He paused briefly and nodded, giving silent permission. The girl smiled. I still clearly remember that beautiful smile. She looked at the ragpicker, smiled again, and accepted the chips. The ragpicker gently and lovingly touched her head and walked away. I felt a sudden strange pain in my heart. It broke my heart to see she was so hungry that she was willing to take a half-eaten packet of chips.
Just then, the traffic began to move. Argghhh!!!
I do not know why but I asked the taxi driver to stop. He refused, saying he could not halt in the middle of the junction. Of course! I asked him to cross and stop beyond it. He replied that our destination was only 400 metres ahead and that it would be better to stop there. I agreed.
When we reached the bicycle shop, I carried the bike inside and asked my wife to supervise the dismantling as I have to go somewhere. She looked puzzled but did not question or stop me.
I ran back toward the junction hoping to find the girl there. I was desperate and ran as fast as I could. Somehow, it still took a while! When I reached the junction, I was relieved to see that the little girl was still sitting on the same step, eating the chips slowly, as if determined to savor each bite.
I crossed the road and approached her. She was startled to see a chubby Indian man hurriedly approaching her - while gasping for air!! (okay, I am not a runner......yeah yeah, I am not even a walker)
I stopped and looked towards the Syrian man, who by now had noticed me and was hurriedly moving towards us. When he reached us, I asked him if the girl was his daughter. That is when I realized that he does not understand English. He obviously did not understand Hindi, and I did not understand his language. He was looking at me with suspicion.
So, using gestures, I tried to explain that I too had a daughter of similar age. I took out my wallet and handed him all the cash inside. I do not know how much money was in it as I never have an idea about the money in my wallet, but it was not a small sum. I handed him the money and tried to explain to him that it is for her, and he should buy her something to eat. With gesture, I blessed her.
I do not know how much he understood but I think he did get some of it. He no longer looked at me with suspicion. He said a few things softly, but I did not understand him. He extended his hand and we shook hands. He had very thick, very strong hand and a firm handshake. I looked at the girl and smiled. She was looking at us and had a puzzled expression on her face. I wanted to say something to her. I think I did. She did not understand me. I said bye to both and turned back to go to my confused wife and my little angel - who was probably thinking that we have come to buy another bicycle for her! When I reached her, I hugged her and silently prayed that she stays away from misfortunes.
Three thoughts came to me on that day - two immediate, one later.
The first was that I wished I had more money in my wallet. They clearly needed help.
The second thought troubles me to this day. I wish I had bought her some snacks on the way. There was no time to buy a proper meal, but I could have stopped - during my marathon - to buy her something to eat.
The third thought came hours later. And it returned yesterday, when my wife showed me the photograph of the deceased granddaughter of Ali Khamenei. Whatever positions we may take on conflicts between nations, religions, races, or political ideologies, when we arrive at the most fundamental human level - the level of an individual, especially a child - our instinct is not to argue but to feel for them. And if possible - unless the person is truly evil or it's a matter of nation's interest - respond with humanity.
That is the way it should be. Before we are citizens, supporters, critics, or opponents, we are human beings. And it is precisely this reflex - to see the child before the flag, the person before the politics - that is likely to preserve what is best in us. If anything can sustain humanity through its divisions, it is that simple, uncalculated impulse to care.
Saturday, February 14, 2026
A Dream, A Promise and A Side-Story
Pestonjee was thin, almost frail in appearance, with a
slightly comical look about him. His mannerisms were unusual and exaggerated,
and people often found them funny and amusing. He owned a small poultry farm
and supplied eggs from his farm to local shops, bakeries and restaurants. He
remained largely occupied, spending most of his time moving between his home
and his poultry farm. Though the villagers found him strange and often laughed
at him, very few actually knew him well.
He was born in 1915. Though he was a good student and wished
to become a doctor, due to the financial limitations of his family, he had to
discontinue his studies while still in college. Before leaving college, he had
fallen in love with a young woman. He wanted to get married to her but, since
she was not a Parsi, neither her family nor his agreed to their marriage. The
separation affected him and he became quieter, but he accepted his fate. All
his life, Pestonjee had accepted what life threw at him. He had accepted
leaving his education midway. He had accepted not marrying the girl he loved.
Whatever small work and businesses he undertook in his early years, most of his
earnings spent on his parents’ medical expenses and the education of his
younger siblings. Very little remained for himself. Yet he never resented this.
He accepted everything quietly.
To the outside world, he appeared miserly and obsessively
frugal. Burdened with responsibilities, he had to account for every single
rupee. People saw only a man who clung to money, not a man who was dependent on
every coin for survival. He knew well what others thought of him. He accepted
that too.
Eventually, at his family’s insistence, he married a Parsi
girl, Delnaz Mistry. Delnaz’s family was from Bombay (now Mumbai). In the
beginning, he felt no particular attachment toward his wife. In every way,
Delnaz was an exact opposite of Pestonjee. While he was lean and quiet, she was
heavy, quite jovial and talkative. She also had an innocent and pretty face. While
he did not understand it, in a lot of ways, Delnaz completed Pestonjee and he
could not have asked for a better companion. She would take care of him, the
house, his parents and siblings and would always have a smile on her face. A
very innocent and sweet smile. When he would return from work, she would serve
him food and will sit with him. She knew that Pestonjee was incapable of
expressing himself except through complaints - about bad deals, losses in
business, and the constant worry over money. So, instead of waiting for him to
say anything, she would do the talking. Pestonjee found it strange, but he
listened.
It took some time but over the years, as he lived with her
and observed her nature, he grew fond of her but in his own quiet way. He would
not express it, but Delnaz understood it.
Years passed in the struggle of dutifully fulfilling the
responsibilities. He took care of everyone. He was a good son, a good brother but
probably not a good husband. While focusing on his responsibilities, he
subordinated all his wishes and never even thought of the desires of his wife. He
was so absorbed in caring for his family and meeting his responsibilities that
he never built a family of his own. They remained without children.
Within a brief span of time, his life underwent a series of significant
changes. In 1967, his mother succumbed to tuberculosis after a prolonged
struggle. Over the next two years, first his brother and then his sister
completed their education and moved forward in their own lives, never to look
back. Then, in early 1970, his father passed away from complications arising
from high blood pressure.
At the time of his father’s death, Pestonjee was about fifty-five
years old. It was then, perhaps for the first time with clarity, that he
realized he had never truly lived for himself or for his wife. They had no
children. Their lives had revolved entirely around duty and obligation. Delnaz
had cared devotedly for his parents and siblings, managing the household with
sincerity. She herself had always struggled with her health. She had put on significant
weight and was suffering from diabetes. She was extremely fond of sweets and would
often secretly have sweets or candies. Pestonjee knew about this and would
often express displeasure but would immediately feel bad after looking at her
innocent and child-like expressions. Her condition had deteriorated to the
point where even walking properly had become difficult.
Pestonjee has started to feel that his life had slipped past
him without any joy. They had never traveled. Not to a hill station, not to a
seaside town, certainly not abroad. They had not even indulged in the simple
pleasures of brief trips to nearby cities - small outings that bring quiet
happiness to a couple. They had never even watched a movie together.
He had begun to strongly think that he should at least take
his wife somewhere, that they deserved to see something beyond the narrow lanes
of their village. But her declining health made such plans seem impossible.
Once, the thought occurred to him that perhaps he could buy
a car. It was far beyond his modest budget, yet he reasoned that it might ease the
operations of his business as well. Owning a vehicle could help with deliveries
and perhaps allow them small journeys. He tried to convince himself that it
would not merely be an indulgence, but a practical necessity.
No matter how much he tried to reason with himself that a
car would help his business, one truth remained unchanged - it was far beyond
his means. He could not afford it. The thought lingered in his mind as he
continued working, attending to both his livelihood and the routines of daily
life. Yet a quiet question kept returning - what small thing could he do to
bring even a little joy into his and Delnaz’s life?
He shared this restlessness with Delnaz. She, too, admitted
that she often wished they could go somewhere together. However, since they ran
their own business, she did not want him to consider taking a long holiday that
might disrupt their income and cause financial strain. Instead, she said that
if, after a day’s hard work, they could occasionally go somewhere in the
evening - even for a short while - it might help them break free from the
monotony that had overtaken their lives.
Hearing this made Pestonjee feel even more determined. A car
remained impossible. A scooter or motorcycle, however, appeared more feasible,
even if it remained beyond his budget. But every time he considered it, another
worry arose that it would be uncomfortable for Delnaz. Mounting and dismounting
would be difficult. The jerks and imbalance might cause her pain. He discussed
this with her, and she confessed that she had thought of the same idea. Yet she
agreed that given her weight and her difficulty in walking, such an arrangement
might not be practical.
Still, Pestonjee kept thinking. And in his heart, he made a
small promise.
A few years later, at the end of 1973, Pestonjee travelled to
Mysore in bus to deliver goods to a customer. He also had to deposit cash in
bank and purchase feed for his poultry farm. After finishing all his work, he came
to the bus stand. Since the next bus was an hour later, he decided to sit at a
book stall and bought filter coffee from a vendor. While sipping the hot coffee,
he began casually flipping through the magazines at the book stall. One
colorful magazine caught his eye. As he turned its pages, he came across a
photograph of a motorcycle fitted with a ‘sidecar’ – a carrier in which someone
could sit and the sidecar had wheels attached to it. In the picture, a man and
his wife were seated on the motorcycle, and their two children sat comfortably
in the attached side carrier. The wife had a smile on her face.
The image stirred something in him and an idea took shape.
He bought the magazine and went straight to a motorcycle
workshop. Showing the photograph to the mechanic, he asked whether such a
vehicle was available in the city, state or country. The mechanic explained
that motorcycles with side carrier could indeed be found in larger cities.
However, local workshops could also build a customized side carrier and attach it
to any ordinary motorcycle at a lower cost. Though Pestonjee was extremely
delighted and wanted to dance in the streets, he composed himself. Just to
confirm once again, Pestonjee asked whether, if he purchased a motorcycle, the
workshop could build such a side carrier for him. The mechanic assured him that
it could be done. Pestonjee smiled, something which was rare. Promising to be
back very soon, he walked out of the workshop with hurried steps and almost fell
down stumbling on a canister of engine oil. The mechanic – Afzal bhai – and his
bunch of assistants found Pestonjee’s walk and stumble quite hilarious and they
laughed in the background.
For the first time in years, Pestonjee felt a surge of
genuine excitement. When he returned home, he showed the photograph to Delnaz.
A quiet glow appeared on her face – a glow which was a perfect blend of happiness
and hope. Yet she gently and reluctantly asked him to reconsider the purchase and
the expense.
“How long will we think only about money?” he replied softly
yet firmly. “Perhaps it is time to think about ourselves.”
The very next day, he began searching for a motorcycle with
renewed energy. A brand-new one was difficult to afford, so he contacted many
people in search of a second-hand motorcycle. Eventually, he found one within
his budget and in reasonably good condition – a 1942 BSA WM20 500cc motorcycle,
a 496cc side-valve, air-cooled, single-cylinder, shining black motorcycle. It
belonged to a Forest Officer, who had been posted in the village but was now
being transferred to a distant state. Not wishing to transport the motorcycle
so far, and eager to purchase a new one in his new city, the officer was
willing to sell it at a modest price.
Because the officer was in a hurry, he agreed to sell it for
less than its market value. Though Pestonjee wanted to get the bike inspected
by a mechanic, he neither wanted to miss the deal nor wanted to prolong his
wait. He immediately purchased the motorcycle.
Only then did another realization strike him. He did not
know how to ride it!
Pestonjee then approached Zafar, a mechanic at a local
workshop, and explained his predicament. He asked Zafar not only to teach him
how to ride the motorcycle but also to keep it at the workshop until he felt
confident enough to ride it on his own. He wanted to surprise Delnaz.
Zafar was reluctant. He agreed to ride the motorcycle to his
workshop and keep it there but felt that teaching Pestonjee to ride would be
too much effort. He also knew Pestonjee’s miserly ways and thought that he
would not be adequately compensated. To get Pestonjee off his back, Zafar
quoted a fee at least three times higher than what the work warranted. He did
not expect Pestonjee to agree. Sensing his urgency, he also saw an opportunity
to profit from the situation. For a brief moment, Pestonjee remained silent.
Then, to Zafar’s astonishment, he accepted the amount without bargaining.
Zafar was taken aback. Everything he had ever heard about Pestonjee
suggested that he would argue over the smallest sum. Yet here he was, accepting
a high price without protest. The contrast between rumour and reality unsettled
him. For the first time, he sensed that there might be more to this quiet, thin,
awkward man than the town believed.
Zafar rode the motorcycle to his workshop. From the very
next day, early in the mornings - and often again in the evenings - Pestonjee
began learning to ride under the mechanic’s supervision. Within twelve days, he
had gained enough confidence to handle the motorcycle on his own.
Zafar would frequently caution him. The motorcycle, he said,
was rather heavy. Given Pestonjee’s thin frame, controlling it might prove
difficult. He advised him to remain careful. Pestonjee would simply smile at
these warnings. There was something he knew that Zafar did not.
Once he felt sufficiently confident, Pestonjee decided that
it was time to take the motorcycle to the workshop in Mysore. Although he could
now ride within the village, he was not yet comfortable enough to make the
journey to Mysore on his own. So, while settling the payment for the riding
lessons, he asked Zafar to accompany him.
Zafar did not know the purpose of the trip, and the journey
would disrupt his work at the workshop. Yet, sensing the quiet excitement in
Pestonjee’s voice, he agreed - and insisted that he would do it without charge.
Pestonjee smiled, his eyes filled with reluctance and gratitude.
Zafar understood that had he asked for it, Pestonjee would have willingly paid
him for the additional help.
Together they rode to the city and reached the workshop
where Pestonjee had earlier inquired about the custom attachment. There, they
met Afzal bhai, who was surprised to see Pestonjee return so soon. Pestonjee
explained his requirements and showed him the reference photograph once again.
Zafar, who now understood what Pestonjee intended to do, was
taken aback. He did not fully grasp why Pestonjee wanted a side carrier fitted
to the motorcycle, but he chose not to question him. Quietly, he took his leave
and got up to go to the bus stand. However, before Zafar could step out of the
workshop gate, Pestonjee ran after him in his familiar, awkward manner and gave
him a tight and silent hug. As Zafar walked away, he glanced back to see
Pestonjee standing at the workshop gate, one hand resting on his chest,
watching until he disappeared into the busy street.
Afzal bhai informed Pestonjee that building and fitting the
side carrier would take about twelve to fifteen days, and that the motorcycle
would have to remain at the workshop. With that decided, Pestonjee left to take
care of some work in the city. However, before boarding the evening bus back to
his village, he returned to the workshop, quietly hoping that the side carrier
might somehow have been magically fitted by then!!
He returned to the village but the wait was unbearable. Pestonjee
felt as though those fifteen days were the longest of his life. Delnaz could sense
his anxiousness and was a little suspicious that something is cooking but
Pestonjee managed to cook some good lies. When the time finally came, he
decided to travel back to the city to collect the motorcycle. For a moment, he
wondered whether he should ask Zafar to accompany him again. But by now, he
felt confident - especially about handling a motorcycle fitted with the
carrier. He decided to make the journey alone.
He reached the workshop by bus and saw the motorcycle
standing ready. Attached to it was a matching black side carrier. The sight
filled him with joy and left his speechless and teary-eyed. In his mind, he
could already see Delnaz seated there comfortably.
Afzal bhai explained the structure in detail. The
attachment, though fixed, was detachable. If Pestonjee ever wished to remove
it, it could be separated from the motorcycle. After understanding everything
and settling the payment, Pestonjee mounted the motorcycle and began his return
journey to the village.
He rode cautiously at first, still unsure of himself. But as
the miles passed, he realized that the added carrier made the motorcycle more
stable. The risk of losing balance felt much lower than before. Encouraged, he
allowed himself a brief moment of boldness and picked up speed.
As the wind rushed against his face, a faint tear formed in
the corner of his eye. It could have been the force of the air. Yet it was not
only that. He felt, perhaps for the first time in his life, a sense of
liberation. A quiet freedom. And beneath it all was the knowledge that he would
now be able to take Delnaz out, to give her at least the small joy they had not
even known was possible.
By the time he reached home, it was night. He parked the
motorcycle outside but said nothing to Delnaz. He wished to surprise her in the
morning. After dinner, they retired for the night.
Sleep, however, would not come easily.
Several times he stepped outside to check on the motorcycle.
Like anyone who brings home something precious, something earned with effort
and sacrifice, he felt both excitement and a faint fear of losing it. The
anticipation of revealing the surprise added to his restlessness. Again and
again, he went out to ensure it was safe, that everything was as it should be.
At last, morning arrived. As the first light filtered in, he
turned to Delnaz and gently said, “Come outside… there’s something I want to
show you.” He led her outside and finally revealed the surprise. The moment her
eyes fell upon the black motorcycle and the neatly attached matching side
carrier, she stood still. For a few seconds, she said nothing. Then her eyes
filled with tears.
She wanted to embrace him, but theirs was not a marriage of physical
expressions of love. Often, they spoke through glances alone. Love between them
had long ago settled into something quiet and understood. That morning, their
eyes met, and everything that needed to be said was said. Both were deeply
happy and were almost giggling in their excitement.
Pestonjee declared that he would not go to work that day.
Instead, they would dress up and go out together. Delnaz’s natural instinct
would have been to suggest that the ride can wait but she knew that her husband
had waited long enough. She immediately went inside to get ready.
He bathed and dressed with care, as one does for a special
and rare occasion. He chose a traditional white Parsi ceremonial outfit - the
kind worn at weddings - a long white coat-like garment over white trousers, with
black cap and white shoes. He knew that black shoes would have been better and
appropriate with the outfit but he did not have a pair of black shoes.
While waiting for Delnaz to finish dressing, he stepped
outside with a cloth and carefully wiped the motorcycle, polishing it as though
it were something sacred. As he checked it over, he noticed that the petrol
tank was nearly empty. He did not want any inconvenience once they set out,
especially not for his Delnaz.
He went inside and told her gently, “Take your time getting
ready. I’ll just go and fill some petrol.”
He rode out, refueled the motorcycle, and began heading back
home. On the way, he decided to take a slight detour to check on his poultry
farm. That was not required and the work could have waited. However, he did not
have work in his mind. He merely wanted to give Delnaz enough time. In her
excitement, she would likely try to hurry, though her health would not permit
it. He wanted her to dress at her own pace, without feeling rushed.
He turned towards his poultry farm, parked the motorcycle
outside, and went in to inspect things. He spoke casually with the workers,
asking unnecessary questions. In truth, his mind was elsewhere.
While he was speaking, he suddenly heard a sound from
outside - the unmistakable ignition of a motorcycle. For a moment he did not
know how to react and he stood frozen. Then panic overtook him. His reactions,
often slightly exaggerated and comical, startled the workers. He ran outside as
fast as he could.
Upon reaching the street, he once again froze. He saw one
man seated on his motorcycle and another in the side carrier. Suddenly, the
engine roared and the motorcycle surged forward.
He once again ran – in his typical awkward way - towards the
motorcycle shouting “Arre pakdo, arre pakdo, yeh mera motorcycle le kar jaa
raha hai” (Stop them! Stop them! They’re taking my motorcycle!)
They laughed at him as they sped away.
For a few desperate seconds, Pestonjee ran behind them,
shouting, trying to reach them, trying to stop what was clearly happening
before his eyes. But he was no match for a moving machine. Within moments, they
were far ahead. Soon, they were nothing but distant shapes. And then they
vanished completely.
He stopped running.
His legs gave way beneath him. He sank to his knees on the
dusty road, breathless and stunned. He could not fully comprehend what had just
happened. He closed his eyes hoping that it was a nightmare. It was not and yet
it was. The dream he had nurtured had been taken from him in an instant.
What happened to him afterward is not known. How Delnaz
reacted when she learned of the theft is also unknown. Whether their lives
changed after that day remains uncertain.
What is indeed known from the police and from local gossip
is that the two men who stole the motorcycle were petty thieves who wandered
from town to town committing small thefts. It was almost routine for them. While
some accounts suggested that the thieves were not entirely devoid of a humane
side, they often committed such acts thoughtlessly, rarely considering the harm
they caused their victims.
They were best friends and were known as: Jai and Veeru.
Wednesday, February 11, 2026
Cheating: Lessons from the Last Bench
Whenever my daughter has a test or exam, I wish her in a light-hearted way. I tell her, "do not cheat but if you must cheat, do not get caught"!
Recently, on one such occasion, she asked me if I have ever cheated. Of course, being a responsible father, I lied and told her that I have never cheated. However, it reminded me of some of the funny incidents that have happened to me related to cheating in tests or exams.
During my MBA, we also had to study Information Technology - including C++ programming and UNIX. To this day, I am not entirely sure why. Perhaps the college wanted to prepare us for every possible career path.
For the exam,
I had studied hard but had understood very little. In a moment of desperation,
I wrote one program on a small piece of paper and kept it in my pocket. I also
wrote another program on the desk where I was to sit. I had no idea what would
be asked in the exam. My objective was simple: if nothing else, I would at
least know how to begin and end a program. Yes, I was that bad in the subject.
The exam began. I turned the question paper over. Two
questions were exactly the programs I had in my pocket and on my desk. JACKPOT!!
As soon as I saw those questions, I got down to business and
started writing the answers like a well-prepared student. My friends, Dilip
Kriplani (sitting on my left) and Ritesh Kumar (sitting in front) were obviously
struggling and were looking at everyone with an expression of hopelessness and
defeat. And then they saw me…and were shocked!
Ritesh asked me if I know the answers and I nodded. With disbelief written all over his face, he
started pestering me to share the answers. I asked him to wait. This
continued for few minutes and Ritesh got restless. He turned and grabbed my
foot and violently shook it.
The invigilator saw that.
I gave Ritesh a 'cunning smile'. Ritesh clenched his teeth! After the invigilator
left, Ritesh turned back again and said few 'polite' words in frustration. Dilip and I
tried very hard not to laugh - and failed.
I completed the two programs and, using them as templates,
even attempted a third one. It turned out to be correct!!
While this is a funny incident (at least in my mind),
when I think of cheating, a different incident comes to my mind. An incident
where, unlike the previous one, I was at the receiving end.
We were in the final semester of MBA. By the final semester,
everyone starts to focus on placements rather than case studies, assignments,
tests and exams. For me and my best friend - Vikas Khaitan - nothing had
changed as we had stopped worrying about those trivial things much earlier than others.
There was a test coming up (I do not recall the subject) and, like always, we had not prepared at all. I must add that one key difference between Khaitan and me is that I would at least suggest that we should study. He never suggested these things and in fact would completely dismiss such suggestions. On this occasion as well, I suggested that we should at least make an effort to study for the test but Khaitan dismissed the idea immediately.
However, he came up with a compelling proposal and plan: his roommate, Vikram Tewari - studious, sincere, and always prepared - would sit with us, and we would copy from him. As I said, the proposal was extremely compelling and 'somehow' I could not refuse it!! We told Vikram about the plan and - being a nice guy (or may be because we were very nice guys) - he agreed.
On the day of the test, Khaitan declared the seating
arrangement: he would sit in the middle, Vikram on his left, and I on his
right. This meant I would be entirely dependent on Khaitan’s copying speed. I
voiced my concern. It was duly ignored.
The test began.
Vikram raced away like a Formula 1 driver from his pole
position. Till this time, Khaitan was still settling down and 'setting things up'. After few minutes, I leaned to
check on Vikram, who by then had almost reached the end of the first page of
his answer sheet. Then I looked at Khaitan and there he was....drawing borders –
slowly and carefully - on his answer sheet. Page after page.
I felt a cold wave of panic.
At that very moment, Khaitan started writing. I was relieved. He wrote one sentence. Then he paused. He reached into his bag and pulled out a
pink highlighter. He then proceeded to highlight the borders and the only
sentence that he had copied so far!!
By this time, Vikram had completed one full page and was staring at Khaitan's answer sheet in disbelief. For the first time, I was not alone in my anxiety.
That is how the entire test went. Vikram would complete a
page and then wait. Khaitan would copy at a leisurely pace, decorate his answer
sheet, and occasionally admire his own formatting. I tried my best not to shit bricks and not to slow
Vikram down, but I had little control.
That day, I learned an important lesson.
No, not that one should study before an exam.
I learned that if you are going to depend on someone else, choose your position carefully. From the next test onwards, I made sure I sat directly next to the studious person.
Saturday, February 7, 2026
A Belated Read and an Anticipated Watch
Musafir Cafe by Divya Prakash Dubey was published in 2016, but I discovered it only at the beginning of this year. Sometimes books arrive in our lives later than their publication date, yet at exactly the right moment - and this one felt like that. I read it, thoroughly enjoyed it, and even found myself compelled to write about it on this blog.
https://squash2scotch.blogspot.com/2026/01/a-breezy-relatable-read-musafir-cafe.html
What stayed with me most was how relatable and emotionally resonant the story felt. As I mentioned in the blog post, "I found the story relatable and emotionally resonant on multiple levels. It transported me back to a phase in life when everything felt exciting and beautiful..."
Recently, I learnt that Musafir Cafe is being adapted into a movie or series for Netflix. Naturally, this has made me quite curious and excited. I hope the screen version manages to retain the emotional connect, simplicity and charm that made the book special for me. I hope the adaptation also "hits the rewind button and makes me feel the strange pain in my chest - the kind I last remember feeling about 20-25 years ago, or perhaps even earlier".
Friday, February 6, 2026
Not My Natural Reaction
You said that you wanted to go. My natural reaction would have been to ask you to stay. However, these days, my natural reactions - out of love, affection, care, and concern - are being questioned and disliked.
The Day I Dread, Long Before It Comes
A dear friend’s daughter left for Australia today to pursue higher studies. I do not know about the friend but somehow it is making me extremely emotional. I of course know the kid, but I am not even remotely close. We have hardly interacted. Yet it is making me emotional. She is still in transit, and I cannot stop myself from thinking about her, how she will manage everything, how she will cope up in a new country, and a new environment. She is a confident girl, and I know that she would be able to manage everything well. Then, why am I freaking out?
Thursday, February 5, 2026
Cost of Closeness
Saturday, January 31, 2026
What Blogging Means to Me: Shouting in a Deserted Street
I recently wrote a blog post and shared it with friends and family before publishing it. Since the topic was mildly controversial and referenced specific people, I wanted to be factually accurate and politically correct.
They read it, approved it, and encouraged me to go ahead.
The trouble is that most of them did not take any time in giving me the go ahead. Knowing some of them, I wont be surprised if a few just wanted to see what happens next!!!
When the post finally went live and nothing happened, some of them sounded oddly disappointed. They asked why no one was reacting. I explained that I am not Chetan Bhagat or Amish Tripathi, and hardly anyone reads my blogs. That explanation disappointed them even more. But frankly, I was surprised they had assumed otherwise.
Since the expected 'explosion' never occurred, the next suggestion was even more interesting. I was advised to actively send the blog post to various people - including those who might be offended by it!
Needless to say, I refused.
For me, blogging serves two very simple purposes.
First, if there is a topic I feel strongly about - something that has been bothering me, unsettling me, or occupying too much mental space - I write about it. It could be a rant, a strong opinion, something that moved me or even plain cribbing. Writing helps me take it out of my system.
Second, once I publish a post, my opinion is out there. It feels like standing in the middle of a street and shouting at the top of my lungs. That, to me, is liberating. Now, whether the street is crowded or completely empty, it does not matter. Its irrelevant. I have shouted. People could have heard me. If they chose not to be there in the street, that is not my concern.
And for some posts, I genuinely do not mind the street being empty!
What some of these friends expect is - since shouting in the street did not result in a Kambal Kutai (i.e., royal bashing) - I should now go knocking on doors and shout directly into people’s faces.
Sorry doston but I am not that stupid!! 🙂
I am happy shouting in my deserted street.
I Asked for an Image, Got an Experience
Creating images with AI can be both amusing and frustrating. While clear prompts are essential, even precise instructions do not always guarantee the desired outcome. In a recent attempt to generate an image using Gemini, I found the process unexpectedly cumbersome, frustrating but also hilarious! Below is my actual chat with Gemini, which illustrates the challenges I encountered during the image-generation process.
Me: Create an image of 2 friends running away from a shop with soft drinks bottles in hand. They are nervous. There is a scooter (lambretta) in the parking lot.Two male friends. One tall and one short. Running away from the shop. Each has a soft drinks bottles in hand.
Gemini:
Me: Only one bottle each. Glass bottle.
Gemini:
Me: No. Each guy has only one bottle
Gemini:
Me: One guy is holding 2 bottles. Please remove one bottle
Gemini:
Me: Now his hand is gone. Please fix that
Gemini:
Me: 😡😡😡