Feeling stressed

Things have not been moving very smoothly. People say that they would not like to get involved unless there is enough clarity. I wish I had the freedom to say the same. You made a mistake....understandable. People make a wrong judgement sometimes. I would still make it happen....but you need to help me out. You do not do that. Now you are expecting that I will take the ball and run with it. You want me to meet the expectations when you have set them wrong. And if you cannot help me, at least do not create issues for me by sending ambiguous and confusing communication. I ask a question and I am pointed towards all directions!!! One has to sometimes work in an ambiguous environment but then there is a team that works together to come out of the situation. The team should not just expect that one person will do some magic and bring everyone out of the mess.

Feeling stressed. Feeling very stressed.    

The day before, I got up in the night with pricking pain in my left hand. I thought this is it. I am having a heart attack. With a series of health issues...weight, high blood pressure, cholesterol....I wont be surprised. Thank fully it went away.

I have been taking too much stress....not unnecessarily though. I have been not eating properly, not sleeping properly, have been spending more hours on google and presentations than ever. But that is not a problem. The problem is lack of clarity!!! I am trying to make things happen but I am being pulled down. Normally, I talk to my family and try to recover. However, that is not possible here.

Though it was a false alarm, I wont be surprised if the real thing is round the corner.