Wishes

I wish I was there to help you out.....and....

I wish you were here to help me out. 

Yes...No...May Be....Can't Say

Me.One: I do not think that I can stay here for long

Me.Two: C'mon you can do it, you should think positively

Me.One: May be. I may adjust over here after a while. But whats the point of staying so far away from everyone?

Me.Two: You are just being emotional and missing everyone. Think about long term...the bigger picture

Me.One: But my priorities are different

Me.Two: You have to think and care about these things as well. After all, you would not like to be left behind

Me.One: Of course, I would not like to be left behind. No one wants to be left behind. But I do not want to be the one who was not there with his family when they needed him either

Me.Two: There is no emergency, isnt it? You are just thinking negatively

Me.One: Probably right but I need my loved ones around me. Without them, I feel helpless

Me.Two: They will be with but you will have to wait

Me.One: Its not that I only want my wife and daughter over here. I want my parents over here as well

Me.Two: It can be difficult to manage things....expenses, travel, healthcare...things are costly out here

Me.One: That is the point....then is it worth it?

Me.Two: It could be worth it after a while. You can go back. You can bring them here and manage better....

Me.One: Too many uncertainties....this is what is making my life difficult

Me.Two: There would be uncertainties everywhere....but is it the uncertainties or are you just missing them too much

Me.One: I do not know

Me.Two: You need to have that clarity

Shut up you two.....I need to think out here. 

Why is that a house always looks okay and ready-to-move-in till you move-in? Now I can see flaws. Are these flaws really there and so bad? Or am I seeing them coz I do not want to stay away from 'home'. I guess things should brighten up once my wife, daughter and my parents come here.